I never had the chance to say goodbye,
And Ive never really gotten over the pain of losing you,
You were my nanny Pauline my rock when times go tough,
My light in the darkest day,
Heaven must be a fabulous place they have you.
I never stop thinking about you, Pauline, you were such a magnificent person,
And I will never quite understand why god needed you so soon,
If I could just have another day with you,
Another week,
Another month,
Another year...
You are in my thoughts everyday,
A shining light right at the front,
The light of happiness,
The light of love,
Of joy.
I miss your warm embrace,
Your natural way of love w
I never had the chance to say goodbye,
And Ive never really gotten over the pain of losing you,
You were my nanny Pauline my rock when times go tough,
My light in the darkest day,
Heaven must be a fabulous place they have you.
I never stop thinking about you, Pauline, you were such a magnificent person,
And I will never quite understand why god needed you so soon,
If I could just have another day with you,
Another week,
Another month,
Another year...
You are in my thoughts everyday,
A shining light right at the front,
The light of happiness,
The light of love,
Of joy.
I miss your warm embrace,
Your natural way of love w
A young girl.
Broken and torn.
On the verge of tears.
Keeping it all inside.
She's laughing and smiling.
So you assume she's all right.
But deep down she isn't.
Fighting herself.
The war rages on.
The battles are fierce.
But no tears are shed.
Just blood.
No matter what happens.
Everything she tries.
She loses every battle.
And the war continues on.
FOREVER.
If I hugged you,
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?
You left me here,
alone in the cold.
I can almost see the wind blow.
It brings back memories,
memories of you.
The way you used to smile,
you know, back we were two.
three musketeers minus one, "best friends".
The warth of your hug,
and those silly jokes you told,
while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.
I opened up to you, telling you everything.
& now thinking back I realize...
you told me nothing.
Nothing worth knowing, anyway.
Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?
I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,
but I thought best friends was more than that.
Maybe I was too eager,
eager to believe I fi
1) Name: Lauren
2) Name Backwards: Nerual
3) Were you named after anyone?: Some one of neougbours :L
4) Does your name mean anything?: English meaning of the girl´s name Lauren:
•the laurel tree, symbolic of honor and victory
5) Nick Name(s): I ono?
6) Screen Name(s): Laurennatashjaa
7) Date of Birth: 13th Febuary
8) Place of Birth: Grantham
10) Current Location: Gosport
11) Sign: Aquarius
12) Religion: -
13) Height: 5"4
14) Weight: fat
15) Shoe Size: 8/9
16) Hair color: red
17) Eye color: Blue
18) What you look like: Human
19) Innie or Outie: INNIE
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Ambidextrous
21) Gay, Straigh
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2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
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well we are back at school tommorow andf i am going to have to be able to control myslef from confronting .... it is going to be incredibly hard as she is in quite a few of my classes so this is goign to be very entertaining
im planning on goign to see meg mroe anyway as i hardly ever see her so at least im away from ...
anyways i snapped my nail boohoo it ditn hurty but looks well retardednd i cnt do anythign cuz thre nails is so week *sob*
im gunna go now noute to write
byeee x x x